eeek.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
with ♥ 10:29 PM
and ZOMG. how can i forget this,
im wearing contacts! (: wahahahha
and i wanna watch the movies!
and i wanna watch fireworks with darling on national day. (:
and i wanna go shopping!
okay im relatively happy now after drinking chocolate drink. (:
=jinghui=
zomg.
with ♥ 10:04 PM
zomg its been so long. okay right. time flies damn fast okay its like weeks past w/o me knowing and PROMOS are gettin so close its freaking me out!!!! zomg zomg. arrrugh. okay. lets see. i screwed up my chinese orals. cos damn suay get a damn f-ing difficult topic. whatever man, if i get a B i dont wan retake le. i want to do well for other subs. (: i shall not brood over it. hmph.
aiyoh. nth much 2 blog cos everyday jus study, mug, sup lessons. zzz. and crap stuff like the stupid dance shit. sigh. and well i passed my overall for mids. (: and my progress report is nt bad too. phew. (: but i feel so stressed nowadays i keep breaking down. X( but after each time i cried i feel so much better. its like i release all the pent up stress and frustration... :) and w/o my dear, daddy and mummy, pumba, twin and ms johnson... i would have gone into depression long ago. thank you; i wont know where i am w/o you all. i love you. :)
and well i wont mention names but to those who are feeling upset like me; cheer up okay we must fight our way thru! musnt give up musnt musnt. X) we'll make things work smhow.
and well. sm ppl still piss me off. sheesh. i shall distant myself away for a while. very tired le; emotionally drained. anymore im gonna start yelling and screaming and shrieking at ppl. ugh. whats their problem anyway. its the typical selfish students lah. sighs...
within such a short period of time i re-examined myself as a person. i realised a changed so much.... its really scary. the way i look at things is so different.. and i feel like i've grown up so much. its no longer the world where everything is happy. where everyone is nice 2 each other. its no longer the case. :'( but its so realistic, the way things are now. everything is just ME, ME and MYSELF kinda mentality. its so scary. X( sighs... jc is so stressful. but i'll pull thru it. just like the way my dear did. i will. I WILL PASS MY PROMOS! and the first burden will be lifted off my shoulders.
and damn it. all the cost is rising like CRAZY. what has the world become? its jus a vicious cycle! sheesh. X( but when the oil prices [if they ever] go down, or the rice prices... will the prices to us consumers decrease too? gosh its so tough now. and look at the transport. wth. it's rising and rising! dont they have enough profits alrdy?? its nt like they losing money lah. its like they raise cost of ERP, fine. although it isnt fair to those who rly need a car but anyway its nt the issue. mrt and buses are main transport even to the low income grp, and middle income grp. is it fair? the rich of cos wont suffer, but its the poor that suffer. what is the rationale? its like so unfair... X( sighs.
and the recent ren ci thing just totally made me give up on donations alrdy. how can i trust anymore of those charities? now that the cost is rising too, i'll only donate to those i rly rly see are in need, and i know them. other than that, too bad. i lost all my trust.
its such a sad world where money is so manupulative. X( i wish i was rich. then my parents wont have so much burden too. and hence i shall work hard. i'll see the light at the end of the tunnel; watch me.
and i rly dun like bmt. i hope it ends soon luh. its taking so much of my time. i need to study hello, PROMOS WAVING TO ME ALRDY LAH. sheesh.
=jinghui=
Labels: you are my superman; and i love you so. (:
damn you.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
with ♥ 9:13 PM
why dont you try being a student in this new era. how about you try going to jc. how about you try being stressful again instead of doing nothing all day long. how about you try realising how much hw i have, how difficult everything is.
you'll know how i feel, how tired i am, and will stop being so sardonic, sarcastic and frigging bitchy.
=jinghui=
Labels: why dont you look at yourself before criticising someone else? damn.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek.
Saturday, July 05, 2008
with ♥ 11:31 PM
zomg yes yes yes its been so long and this time im too lazy to upload photos. =\ so many many things to say but i dunno where to start. let's start with the most impt thing
hello dearest i love you (: thanks for everything and i love love love your mega pills and the bottled hearts. hahahhahah.. now i know why you laughed so hard the other time when i gave you lol. and you're the best darling anyone can have and i love you so. (: tomoro will be a fun day!!! XD [sadly short :(] but you're my pillar of strength and i love you oh so dearly (:okay. ehhhhhh. ZOHAN sucks. dont watch it. you're wasting money. panda is...er. ok. neither here nor there; lol. get smart's damn funny. gosh. i was skeptical at first bt i nvr regretted watchin it XD
CT's sucked. i got two Us alrdy. and im v upset. so hengjinghui shall work very very hard!! iwanna do well luh. X( hmph.i dont wanna talk abt sad stuff.
im gonna tuition kids and coach a little kid too! wahahahhahahahahahhahahaha. im so excited. hopefully all goes well. -cross fingers-
everyone's cranky. trust me when i say everyone, i mean EVERYONE. i guess this is what jc do to ppl. sch sucks. some tings are nt what they seem AT ALL. sighs. its so tiring trying to make things okay again. esp when it's a one-man event. and nobody else bothers. well. now I couldnt be bothered anymore too. as for.. aiyah.
i HATE ODD NUMBERS. always have. zzz. and hence six is my fav number now, no longer 7. hmph. aiyah. how how how. X(
i gt alot of puzzles for my bdae. (: really pretty. heheheheh. and nana is SO funny. lol. i realised i sure do miss j2s. X( sigh. i mean. i DREAD every training. in fact now nt only me luh. zzz. but nana, did you get subPASS or ungraded lehh? hahahahhaha...
i wanna watch alot of movies lehhhhhhhhh. and i wanna go jp morgan's movie day!!! X( arrrrugh. i wanna watch dark knight. mummy3. xfiles. high sch musical3. wall-e. harry potter. and alot more i cant rmb. lol. arrrrugh.
sch sucks. and oh!
i hate stress too. and the letter U. AND the number 28. i really do. although its an even number.
watched
"12 to 12" by dick lee today. hmmm. quite nice. apart from the fact i realised myself analysing every little detail of the play unconsciously, like why is it there, what is the effect etc, the musical was simply, amazing. (: hopefully rit helped me gt an interview with dick lee. =\
and pumba pinky dale inselberg cyclone.. cheer up okay!! stop being moody, cos being in sch and class is alrdy moody enuff. I LOVE YOU! chip loves dale. (: and chip wans to see a happy dale ok. (:
=jinghui=
Labels: im moodless. i cant feel ath anymore.
